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2010-11-21T19:58:00.003-10:00

I miss you guys again!
I looked back at those old photos it made me tears again. I miss those happy times that we spent together.
I wanna to go back and see you guys! We can hang out again and we can have fun together :)
I know that it's impossible for me to go back now, so I tell myself that I have to be strong and study hard for now.
I will wait till 2012 and I will get to see them again :)

Final is in 3 weeks, it's time for me to start revision and I still have a 8 pages long term paper to write :(
Now, I cannot waste anymore time because I had two jobs now and I need to manage my time wisely so that it won't effect my school work!
Is time to study hard! So no regret later!!!

Life that means alot to me!

2010-09-10T21:23:00.003-10:00

Life is really fragile. After the one phone call I realized that I have to really appreciate and cherrish what I have now. It was yesterday during my break time,I got a phone call from mom's friend. She told me that mom fainted when they were hiking. The moment when I heard that I wanted to cry,from that one moment I realize that how much I love my mom and I can't face it if anything bad happen to her. I really do realize that and I was really afraid and worry. I can't do anything that time because I was in school. So I called my uncle and ask him how is my mom, then my sis called me. Thank God that she is fine now!

From this incident, I realize a lot. I think I have to start be independent and let mom to go back to Malaysia with dad. This is the time to test and we have to take care of our self without mom here.

生命真的很脆弱好好的珍惜現在擁有的!

Is summer again! Malaysia 2010

2010-08-06T22:40:00.007-10:00

It is summer again!YaY!!!Yea I know time flies.It had been a year and now I am going back to Malaysia again :) This year I went back to Malaysia earlier because summer break is longer and I just finish my first year of College :) So after the long hrs of flights I finally reach Malaysia!I was really exciting about my summer break because again I will get to see my besties again!So whn I got back to Rawang,I went to cut my hair because I haven't cut my hair for a year.Then after getting my hair cut called toto for dinner and after dinner went to Nicole's house to see her :) I miss her sooooooo much!Then we go out to Tesco to buy Maggi Mee and cook it our self!It was a lot of fun eating maggi mee with you guys :)

So for the month of June daddy took us to Bangkok for a trip.It was really fun because it's peaceful there and I can go shopping there :) But too bad that daddy had to used a lot of money for this trip because we were having a good vacation there!Thank You dad ♥

After I came back from Bangkok went out with toto,Karyian,Huiyi,Elvin and Anson.We went for shopping since they had prospect in the morning.So after they finish with their business we went shopping and it was a great day because I got to spend time with you guys :) Toto,Anson,Elvin and I also went for a drink at overtime(that was my only time drinking in Malaysia!I am a good girl after all =P)

Soon it's month of JULY!This means that I will be going back to Hawaii soon because mom don't let me stay for longer because I had promise to my manager that I will go back to work on August.So mom said I cannot break my promise to them and I gotta go back :( July was the happiest month that I had during this whole summer break :) There were a lot of activities and we we spending a lots of time together!

First Sunday July 3rd First activities!

Nicole suggested a nice place for us because she said that a lot of her been there and it is a nice place to go.So with the discussion and after all the planing we went to Broga Hill.It was Saturday night that we watched Germany VS Argentina at Nicole's house.We had teppayaki and watched the soccer match after the match we get ready for Broga Hill.We were busy cooking sausage and making sandwich.Since we don't really know the place we had to depart early just in-case we are lost!So we depart at 2.30 so that we won't miss the sunrise.We didn't even sleep for the whole night because we didn't plan to sleep at all.It was fun on our way to Broga Hill.We was laughing in the car and our EMO KING likes to sing so much!After we reached there we start our journey up to Broga Hill.It took us 45 minutes to get up to the firs peak point.But after the first peak we started to get up the second peak.We waited for sunrise but at the end we cannot see the sunrise because it was too cloudy!Even though didn't get to see the sunrise I still had a great time with you guys because it was really fun it's a great experienced!

07082010 Dinner at Ampang Lookout Point!

Firday night!After Broga Hill we planned to give Huiting a surprised birthday party.It was an early celebration for her but belated celebration for Ee Hon.So we went to Ampang Lookout point for dinner that night.The dinner there was not bad and the view there is awesome!Get to see the view of KL and it's really nice.Finally we success our mission of giving Huiting and EeHon a suprised :)

During the week sometimes I will go out with Nicole,Jie Han and Ah Xien to dinner.It was really good having dinner with you guys.Nicole also brought me to pasar malam.She is a person that does not really go to pasar malam.Thank you darling for bringing me here and there.I really appreciate it :)

Second Sunday July 11th Second Activities!

So after Broga Hill we wanted to go for Paintball.At first we was looking for court and make reservation because most of the paintball palce are full.We were kinda last minutes and it was alittle hard.But after the hard work of WanYee and Nicole researching on google we finally found a place and they told me to call to make reservation.Finally we got to book the court and it was at Tanmera.It's a nice place for paintball.There were 18 of us together and it was really fun.But once you get shots it will not be fun anymore because it hurts :( we met some pros there and we met 3 friends there.Thank you May for all the hard work of taking pictures and the videos.It was really nice of you and the editing was really good.We met a guy name Tomato.He was really funny and I couldn't believe that he is only 17 and younger than us because he don't look 17.After paintball we went to Kepong for steamboat.It was really fun because we were all together.Paintball see you again in 2 yrs.

Third Sunday July 18 Third Activities!

It’s an ordinary Sunday.We were planning just to have lunch with Jie Han that Sunday because it's the last Sunday that he gonna spent here plus Stanley have to go back early to pick up his mom from KLIA.So we met at MCD at 9 in the morning and when everyone arrive at MCD Stanley told us that he don't need to go pick up her mom anymore.So we was thinking about the old plan and wanna follow it again.After the discussion we decided to go Morib.So on our way to "Morib" we was talking in the car and laughing out loud.Stanley was flying and suddenly it rain.So we have to slow down because it started to rain.Because we don't really know the way to Morib so we missed by a exit.We don't know where to go so we called Huiting and she told us that we missed the exit.So when we saw the sign board again we saw Port Dickson.Instead of U-turn we decided not to go Morib since our leader,Ng Kah Hoe said just go straight and let's go Port Dickson.So at the end we end up at Port Dickson.We went for a seafood meal and we went to the beach just to snap some photos.We were lucky because when we went to the beach the rain stopped.Form the way to Port Dickson we form a family name,LUKUT!It was really a funny name and Nicole mispronounce it make it even funny so form our self as LUKUT family :) It was a really great day because I never expect that we will go to Prot Dickson.I was telling toto that I want to go Port Dickson.But she is not free and I didn't expect that I went there but I hope that they will be there together with us too!

After the last Sunday activities with JieHan on Tuesday Nicole,JieHan and me went to 1U for cheong K since JieHan wanna go.On Wednesday we came out at night for yum cha because JieHan is leaving on Thursday morning.Jie Han I hope that u had a great time in Malaysia this time.It was really nice seeing you again because I didn't see you for a long long time already.Those happy memory in tuition I will never forget because those are the craziest time.I will always remember you as "Lu Ai Xian Sheng" :) Hope you are doing good in Medan and study hard to become a dentist in the future :)

07242010 Saturday Night!

I was asking Nicole to bring me for Shisha since she told me that it was a lot of fun.So I asked her to bring me for shisha and invite more people.We went to Ampang lookout point again with Stanley(The driver),Wanyee,KahHoe(join us when we are on our way to Ampang),Nicole and me.We went to a different restaurant because we don't want to eat the same food again.But this time the food is not better than the last restaurant.The food there was not that great maybe is because of what we order is not that famous there.So after dinner they said instead of shisha what about catching a movie.Then we went to Pavillion to catch a movie.It was a chinese movie named,La Comédie Humaine.It was a really funny movie we was rofl when watching the movie.Had a great fun with them and after movie it was 1 something so we went home because tomorrow morning we going to paintball again :)

Last Sunday July 25 Last Activities!

This will be my last Sunday in Malaysia because I am going back on the 29.So for the last Sunday we decided to go paintball again since Nic wanted to go.So this time for paintball we had only 16 ppl but there are new ppl too.Some of them are Jean's friend and we were the same old gang again.Had alot of fun from paintball again and we were all exhausted because it was a long game since we playing with a lots of ppl.So after coming back from paintball we went home and shower.After shower Ng Kah Hoe called and ask me if wanna go massage.Then I went message with him and after message I went dinner with them again.We went to the new restaurant because the food there taste good.Argh,I miss the food there now :( Hopefully it won't closed down 2 yrs ltr when i go back!It was a great Sunday with them because we get to play paintball again and it will never be bored for us playing paintball since it's an interesting game.We found out new love and guys,let's play it again two yrs ltr :)

07282010 Wednesday Night!

It's my last night in Malaysia.So for the last night there is always a farewell dinner and party.Had a hair cut then went pasar malam with Jeanjean.After that,went dinner with Stanley,Nicole,Jean,Nic,Kah Hoe,Leow Beh,Wanyee and I.Even though it was the last dinner but it's the most awful dinner too.The food there suck but it does not matter at all.Because the ppl that I am eating with make the food better and I really had a great dinner. We had a reunion dinner again with the Lukut family but sadly we forgot to take a Lukut family photo.But is ok there is always a chance to do it again :) So after the dinner went to Nicole's house and Stanley could not join us for the next round because he had school the next day.When Nicole was taking shower Jean Nic and me was talking and I told them I am not full yet.So we decided to go eat Bah Kut Teh.The Bah Kut Teh was really good but when I was eating I feel sad again because it makes me think about Toto.She was always there when I go back to Malaysia and it makes my tears drop.After Bah Kut Teh we went for a farewell party and I was really happy because everyone is there again.Even Bryan Tan is also there because he come all the way from Kelana Jaya.Thank you so much guys for everything that you guys gave me!

07292010The day when I had to leave Malaysia! Bye my friends :(

So after the night of farewell early in the morning I went breakfast with JeanJean.We went breakfast then to Watson to had a last minute shopping before I closed my luggage!Then after the shopping went home to do my last packing and wait for Ng Kah Hoe to come.As he said he gonna go to the airport!So Nicole,jean and gam mou tag along with him.On our way to airport it was really funny and we were talking about 2012 Beijing trip and eveyrone said that they need to save money so we can go Beijing together in 2012.This is like a promise to each other and I know that we will definitely gonna make it HAPPEN!No one can FFK that time!!! When we arrive the airport I went to check in and when everything is done we went to had our last lunch together.They gave a a surprised telling me that they will be more ppl coming.I was pretty scared that time because if there is more ppl coming they will get to see my crying face.So at the very last minute they put on a mask of different ppl's face.It was really funny at first but it's also touching.Thank you soooooo much Nicole for giving me the suprise :) Love you darling!It was a really sad day because for me I am crying like crazy and when I see them again my tears drop again!For the most important is that Nicole finally came to the airport after all this years.Finally I get to see your crying face in the airport!

My summer end with tears but also smile.Every time when I think about those happy times that we had my treas will drop again!But I don't want you guys to worry about me so I will be tough and will not cry anymore!As I promise to you guys so I won't be crying anymore but recall the memory with a smile on my face :) There is a lots that I wanted to tell you guys!

It had been a week since I came back to here.But for me it seems like a very very long time already.All the memories that we had together was really happy.It was the great summer this year.How much I hope that I don't need to come back or if I could stay longer in Malaysia.I miss you guys so much.When I was on the plane I think about you guys and the memory I cried again.But every time I tried so hard to stop myself from crying.How can I wait for 2 yrs when I can only go back again?I wanna go back soon so I can see you guys again!

Nicole,thank you for taking me here and there this year and planing for all the activities!This year u had accompany for most of the times.I really want to thank you for doing this because you know that toto is busy this year and no one accompany me.Thank you for letting me being like a little kid every time and teh you like a children :) Also thank you for giving the memory and always said that see what I want and you will bring me there no matter what happen you always makes it happen.Even though we didn't went shisha this time but I know that you wanted to bring me but don't worry there is always a chance and we will go this time :) You had brought a lots of happy memory to me!The first time when we oovoo i cried at the end because it recall my memory of the airport.I thought about your crying face and how much I don't wanna leave Malaysia.So it makes me cry like a baby.Form my memory I know that you are a happy girl.You will always smile and you will seldom cry!But when I saw you crying for me i feel really warm because I know that you love me too.Darling I know how much you miss me and for me it's the same.This year had been then great year for me because of you!When I oovoo with you guys seeing you guys again it worms my heart again.I fell lonely here without you!I miss you laughter and your smile darling.I really miss you so much.Darling no matter what happen in this 2 yrs I will never change!Because I know that you love the girl named LIM YEEYENG and she will never change because of you :) Friend are forever,no matter what things change the friendship between us will never change and never fade away!Because I know that no matter what happen I can always tell you and you will be a good listener right?I will never let you see my tears again because I know when you see my tears your tears will also drop!But if you wanna cry we will cry together hugging each other tight and crying together :) We will also solve problem together no matter what the problem is because there is no shame between us anymore :) Like you said there are only 665 days till I go back again but I know that time pass so fast it will soon be 2012 and we will see each other again!So don't worry 2 yrs ltr we will still be the same laughing like crazy doing cray things like before and don't forget that I will still love you like I do now and before NICOLE CHOONG I LOVE YOU ♥

Wanyee,I wanna said thank you to you too.It had been a long time that I didn't see you.But the friendship between us is still the same.Remember when you are still in China I will call somtimes and talk to you.But due to you busyness and the time difference we didn't talk to each other that often.This year when I go back I realize that no matter how long that we didn't speak to each other the friendship among us are still strong like last time.Thank you for joining all the activities and spending time with me :) The food that you cooked is really good.I like the mash potato so much and the chicken that you prepared for teppanyaki was really great :) Next time when I go back cook again ok?Thank you for accompany me :) remember when I go back again you will have to drive and be our driver even though it's a little scary when you drive but you are defiantly a safe driver :)) And to is the same,no matter what happen in 2 yrs we will never change and for that time we will go on our trip and have fun again like this year :) The friendship between us also will not change because we can always keep in touch we can skype,FB and oovoo together :) Miss you ♥

JeanJean,thank you so much for being my driver this year :) I will always remember the times when we are still a lillte kids and the places that we been to.All of those were a happy memory because on that time we are still like a little kid and we don't know that much thing yet.We are friend from little kid till now so it will not change because the friendship between us is very strong and it will not break! No matter what happen it will always stay strong and we are friend forever!So don't worry even though things change but I know that friendship between us will never change because inside we share the same memory and those are the happy memory that will not be forgot!I miss those time when we go out for breakfast,dinner and time sleeping at your house.But don't worry 2 yrs ltr we will do all those things again and it will be the same nothing will change :) Take care darling and I miss you ♥

Tong,even though I don't get to hang out with you a lots this year but I know that the friendship between us will never change.It's still that strong and I hope that it will never break because you are a friend of mine since little kids.There are many good memories that we share together before and I hope that you will not forget about it.I understand about you situation and I didn't blame you for anything. I just hope that maybe we can hang out more because you know that I don't go back to Malaysia that often and I miss you so much!But is ok,there is always a chance where we can go back like before and have great time again :) I hope that this will come true when I go back 2 yrs ltr.I really miss you so much. I love you darling ♥

Ng Kah Hoe,thank you too :) Now that you had become so pro on computer and I know that because you wanna make our family be online together and talk to each other.Thank you so much and I am very touching when I see you online you skype with us you oovoo with us and you even reply our comment on facebook.Remember what you said?You said that one day one comment on FB but I know that because you have to work so you are busy.But is ok at least you make your promise.Now you always chat with us and oovoo with us.I am very happy to see all of you guys and we can talk together :) I am really surprised and touch when you started to use computer to keep in touch with me! Thank you so much and rmb our LUKUT family ♥

Nothing gonna change my love to you guys no matter what happen.I really thank you guys for giving me a great summer and accompany me oovoo together and let me see you guys again :) The days when I was sad you guys accompany me and the days when I was happy you guys accompany me too!Those memory will never be forget because it's stuck in my mind and it will never fade away.Thank you for cheering me up no matter where I am.I really like you guys as a big family :) Everything had a start and an end! The start of my summer is happy so I will end my summer with a lot of happiness too because you guys bring the happiness to me!No matter what happen I will never be EMO again because I am not EMO KING and when I miss you guys I will oovoo you guys and talk to you guys ♥ LUKUT family wait for me and 2 yrs ltr we can have our reunion again! I LOVE YOU GUYS and THANK YOU ♥

Is summer again! Malaysia 2010

2010-08-04T22:58:00.015-10:00

So for the month of June daddy took us to Bangkok for a trip.It was really fun because it's peaceful there and I can go shopping there :) But too bad that daddy had to used a lot of money for this trip because we were having a good vacation there!Thank You dad ♥

After I came back from Bangkok went out with toto,Karyian,Huiyi,Elvin and Anson.We went for shopping since they had prospect in the morning.So after they finish with their business we went shopping and it was a great day because I got to spend time with you guys :) Toto,Anson,Elvin and I also went for a drink at overtime(that was my only time drinking in Malaysia!I am a good girl after all =P)

Soon it's month of JULY!This means that I will be going back to Hawaii soon because mom don't let me stay for longer because I had promise to my manager that I will go back to work on August.So mom said I cannot break my promise to them and I gotta go back :( July was the happiest month that I had during this whole summer break :) There were a lot of activities and we we spending a lots of time together!

First Sunday July 3rd First activities!

Nicole suggested a nice place for us because she said that a lot of her been there and it is a nice place to go.So with the discussion and after all the planing we went to Broga Hill.It was Saturday night that we watched Germany VS Argentina at Nicole's house.We had teppayaki and watched the soccer match after the match we get ready for Broga Hill.We were busy cooking sausage and making sandwich.Since we don't really know the place we had to depart early just in-case we are lost!So we depart at 2.30 so that we won't miss the sunrise.We didn't even sleep for the whole night because we didn't plan to sleep at all.It was fun on our way to Broga Hill.We was laughing in the car and our EMO KING likes to sing so much!After we reached there we start our journey up to Broga Hill.It took us 45 minutes to get up to the firs peak point.But after the first peak we started to get up the second peak.We waited for sunrise but at the end we cannot see the sunrise because it was too cloudy!Even though didn't get to see the sunrise I still had a great time with you guys because it was really fun it's a great experienced!

07082010 Dinner at Ampang Lookout Point!

Firday night!After Broga Hill we planned to give Huiting a surprised birthday party.It was an early celebration for her but belated celebration for Ee Hon.So we went to Ampang Lookout point for dinner that night.The dinner there was not bad and the view there is awesome!Get to see the view of KL and it's really nice.Finally we success our mission of giving Huiting and EeHon a suprised :)

During the week sometimes I will go out with Nicole,Jie Han and Ah Xien to dinner.It was really good having dinner with you guys.Nicole also brought me to pasar malam.She is a person that does not really go to pasar malam.Thank you darling for bringing me here and there.I really appreciate it :)

Second Sunday July 11th Second Activities!

So after Broga Hill we wanted to go for Paintball.At first we was looking for court and make reservation because most of the paintball palce are full.We were kinda last minutes and it was alittle hard.But after the hard work of WanYee and Nicole researching on google we finally found a place and they told me to call to make reservation.Finally we got to book the court and it was at Tanmera.It's a nice place for paintball.There were 18 of us together and it was really fun.But once you get shots it will not be fun anymore because it hurts :( we met some pros there and we met 3 friends there.Thank you May for all the hard work of taking pictures and the videos.It was really nice of you and the editing was really good.We met a guy name Tomato.He was really funny and I couldn't believe that he is only 17 and younger than us because he don't look 17.After paintball we went to Kepong for steamboat.It was really fun because we were all together.Paintball see you again in 2 yrs.

Third Sunday July 18 Third Activities!

It’s an ordinary Sunday.We were planning just to have lunch with Jie Han that Sunday because it's the last Sunday that he gonna spent here plus Stanley have to go back early to pick up his mom from KLIA.So we met at MCD at 9 in the morning and when everyone arrive at MCD Stanley told us that he don't need to go pick up her mom anymore.So we was thinking about the old plan and wanna follow it again.After the discussion we decided to go Morib.So on our way to "Morib" we was talking in the car and laughing out loud.Stanley was flying and suddenly it rain.So we have to slow down because it started to rain.Because we don't really know the way to Morib so we missed by a exit.We don't know where to go so we called Huiting and she told us that we missed the exit.So when we saw the sign board again we saw Port Dickson.Instead of U-turn we decided not to go Morib since our leader,Ng Kah Hoe said just go straight and let's go Port Dickson.So at the end we end up at Port Dickson.We went for a seafood meal and we went to the beach just to snap some photos.We were lucky because when we went to the beach the rain stopped.Form the way to Port Dickson we form a family name,LUKUT!It was really a funny name and Nicole mispronounce it make it even funny so form our self as LUKUT family :) It was a really great day because I never expect that we will go to Prot Dickson.I was telling toto that I want to go Port Dickson.But she is not free and I didn't expect that I went there but I hope that they will be there together with us too!

After the last Sunday activities with JieHan on Tuesday Nicole,JieHan and me went to 1U for cheong K since JieHan wanna go.On Wednesday we came out at night for yum cha because JieHan is leaving on Thursday morning.Jie Han I hope that u had a great time in Malaysia this time.It was really nice seeing you again because I didn't see you for a long long time already.Those happy memory in tuition I will never forget because those are the craziest time.I will always remember you as "Lu Ai Xian Sheng" :) Hope you are doing good in Medan and study hard to become a dentist in the future :)

07242010 Saturday Night!

I was asking Nicole to bring me for Shisha since she told me that it was a lot of fun.So I asked her to bring me for shisha and invite more people.We went to Ampang lookout point again with Stanley(The driver),Wanyee,KahHoe(join us when we are on our way to Ampang),Nicole and me.We went to a different restaurant because we don't want to eat the same food again.But this time the food is not better than the last restaurant.The food there was not that great maybe is because of what we order is not that famous there.So after dinner they said instead of shisha what about catching a movie.Then we went to Pavillion to catch a movie.It was a chinese movie named,La Comédie Humaine.It was a really funny movie we was rofl when watching the movie.Had a great fun with them and after movie it was 1 something so we went home because tomorrow morning we going to paintball again :)

Last Sunday July 25 Last Activities!

This will be my last Sunday in Malaysia because I am going back on the 29.So for the last Sunday we decided to go paintball again since Nic wanted to go.So this time for paintball we had only 16 ppl but there are new ppl too.Some of them are Jean's friend and we were the same old gang again.Had alot of fun from paintball again and we were all exhausted because it was a long game since we playing with a lots of ppl.So after coming back from paintball we went home and shower.After shower Ng Kah Hoe called and ask me if wanna go massage.Then I went message with him and after message I went dinner with them again.We went to the new restaurant because the food there taste good.Argh,I miss the food there now :( Hopefully it won't closed down 2 yrs ltr when i go back!It was a great Sunday with them because we get to play paintball again and it will never be bored for us playing paintball since it's an interesting game.We found out new love and guys,let's play it again two yrs ltr :)

07282010 Wednesday Night!

It's my last night in Malaysia.So for the last night there is always a farewell dinner and party.Had a hair cut then went pasar malam with Jeanjean.After that,went dinner with Stanley,Nicole,Jean,Nic,Kah Hoe,Leow Beh,Wanyee and I.Even though it was the last dinner but it's the most awful dinner too.The food there suck but it does not matter at all.Because the ppl that I am eating with make the food better and I really had a great dinner. We had a reunion dinner again with the Lukut family but sadly we forgot to take a Lukut family photo.But is ok there is always a chance to do it again :) So after the dinner went to Nicole's house and Stanley could not join us for the next round because he had school the next day.When Nicole was taking shower Jean Nic and me was talking and I told them I am not full yet.So we decided to go eat Bah Kut Teh.The Bah Kut Teh was really good but when I was eating I feel sad again because it makes me think about Toto.She was always there when I go back to Malaysia and it makes my tears drop.After Bah Kut Teh we went for a farewell party and I was really happy because everyone is there again.Even Bryan Tan is also there because he come all the way from Kelana Jaya.Thank you so much guys for everything that you guys gave me!

07292010The day when I had to leave Malaysia! Bye my friends :(

So after the night of farewell early in the morning I went breakfast with JeanJean.We went breakfast then to Watson to had a last minute shopping before I closed my luggage!Then after the shopping went home to do my last packing and wait for Ng Kah Hoe to come.As he said he gonna go to the airport!So Nicole,jean and gam mou tag along with him.On our way to airport it was really funny and we were talking about 2012 Beijing trip and eveyrone said that they need to save money so we can go Beijing together in 2012.This is like a promise to each other and I know that we will definitely gonna make it HAPPEN!No one can FFK that time!!! When we arrive the airport I went to check in and when everything is done we went to had our last lunch together.They gave a a surprised telling me that they will be more ppl coming.I was pretty scared that time because if there is more ppl coming they will get to see my crying face.So at the very last minute they put on a mask of different ppl's face.It was really funny at first but it's also touching.Thank you soooooo much Nicole for giving me the suprise :) Love you darling!It was a really sad day because for me I am crying like crazy and when I see them again my tears drop again!For the most important is that Nicole finally came to the airport after all this years.Finally I get to see your crying face in the airport!

My summer end with tears but also smile.Every time when I think about those happy times that we had my treas will drop again!But I don't want you guys to worry about me so I will be tough and will not cry anymore!As I promise to you guys so I won't be crying anymore but recall the memory with a smile on my face :) There is a lots that I wanted to tell you guys!

It had been a week since I came back to here.But for me it seems like a very very long time already.All the memories that we had together was really happy.It was the great summer this year.How much I hope that I don't need to come back or if I could stay longer in Malaysia.I miss you guys so much.When I was on the plane I think about you guys and the memory I cried again.But every time I tried so hard to stop myself from crying.How can I wait for 2 yrs when I can only go back again?I wanna go back soon so I can see you guys again!

Nicole,thank you for taking me here and there this year and planing for all the activities!This year u had accompany for most of the times.I really want to thank you for doing this because you know that toto is busy this year and no one accompany me.Thank you for letting me being like a little kid every time and teh you like a children :) Also thank you for giving the memory and always said that see what I want and you will bring me there no matter what happen you always makes it happen.Even though we didn't went shisha this time but I know that you wanted to bring me but don't worry there is always a chance and we will go this time :) You had brought a lots of happy memory to me!The first time when we oovoo i cried at the end because it recall my memory of the airport.I thought about your crying face and how much I don't wanna leave Malaysia.So it makes me cry like a baby.Form my memory I know that you are a happy girl.You will always smile and you will seldom cry!But when I saw you crying for me i feel really warm because I know that you love me too.Darling I know how much you miss me and for me it's the same.This year had been then great year for me because of you!When I oovoo with you guys seeing you guys again it worms my heart again.I fell lonely here without you!I miss you laughter and your smile darling.I really miss you so much.Darling no matter what happen in this 2 yrs I will never change!Because I know that you love the girl named LIM YEEYENG and she will never change because of you :) Friend are forever,no matter what things change the friendship between us will never change and never fade away!Because I know that no matter what happen I can always tell you and you will be a good listener right?I will never let you see my tears again because I know when you see my tears your tears will also drop!But if you wanna cry we will cry together hugging each other tight and crying together :) We will also solve problem together no matter what the problem is because there is no shame between us anymore :) Like you said there are only 665 days till I go back again but I know that time pass so fast it will soon be 2012 and we will see each other again!So don't worry 2 yrs ltr we will still be the same laughing like crazy doing cray things like before and don't forget that I will still love you like I do now and before NICOLE CHOONG I LOVE YOU ♥

Wanyee,I wanna said thank you to you too.It had been a long time that I didn't see you.But the friendship between us is still the same.Remember when you are still in China I will call somtimes and talk to you.But due to you busyness and the time difference we didn't talk to each other that often.This year when I go back I realize that no matter how long that we didn't speak to each other the friendship among us are still strong like last time.Thank you for joining all the activities and spending time with me :) The food that you cooked is really good.I like the mash potato so much and the chicken that you prepared for teppanyaki was really great :) Next time when I go back cook again ok?Thank you for accompany me :) remember when I go back again you will have to drive and be our driver even though it's a little scary when you drive but you are defiantly a safe driver :)) And to is the same,no matter what happen in 2 yrs we will never change and for that time we will go on our trip and have fun again like this year :) The friendship between us also will not change because we can always keep in touch we can skype,FB and oovoo together :) Miss you ♥

JeanJean,thank you so much for being my driver this year :) I will always remember the times when we are still a lillte kids and the places that we been to.All of those were a happy memory because on that time we are still like a little kid and we don't know that much thing yet.We are friend from little kid till now so it will not change because the friendship between us is very strong and it will not break! No matter what happen it will always stay strong and we are friend forever!So don't worry even though things change but I know that friendship between us will never change because inside we share the same memory and those are the happy memory that will not be forgot!I miss those time when we go out for breakfast,dinner and time sleeping at your house.But don't worry 2 yrs ltr we will do all those things again and it will be the same nothing will change :) Take care darling and I miss you ♥

Tong,even though I don't get to hang out with you a lots this year but I know that the friendship between us will never change.It's still that strong and I hope that it will never break because you are a friend of mine since little kids.There are many good memories that we share together before and I hope that you will not forget about it.I understand about you situation and I didn't blame you for anything. I just hope that maybe we can hang out more because you know that I don't go back to Malaysia that often and I miss you so much!But is ok,there is always a chance where we can go back like before and have great time again :) I hope that this will come true when I go back 2 yrs ltr.I really miss you so much. I love you darling ♥

Ng Kah Hoe,thank you too :) Now that you had become so pro on computer and I know that because you wanna make our family be online together and talk to each other.Thank you so much and I am very touching when I see you online you skype with us you oovoo with us and you even reply our comment on facebook.Remember what you said?You said that one day one comment on FB but I know that because you have to work so you are busy.But is ok at least you make your promise.Now you always chat with us and oovoo with us.I am very happy to see all of you guys and we can talk together :) I am really surprised and touch when you started to use computer to keep in touch with me! Thank you so much and rmb our LUKUT family ♥

Nothing gonna change my love to you guys no matter what happen.I really thank you guys for giving me a great summer and accompany me oovoo together and let me see you guys again :) The days when I was sad you guys accompany me and the days when I was happy you guys accompany me too!Those memory will never be forget because it's stuck in my mind and it will never fade away.Thank you for cheering me up no matter where I am.I really like you guys as a big family :) Everything had a start and an end! The start of my summer is happy so I will end my summer with a lot of happiness too because you guys bring the happiness to me!No matter what happen I will never be EMO again because I am not EMO KING and when I miss you guys I will oovoo you guys and talk to you guys ♥ LUKUT family wait for me and 2 yrs ltr we can have our reunion again! I LOVE YOU GUYS and THANK YOU ♥

Malaysia ♥`

2009-08-10T06:32:00.002-10:00

i'm at malaysia now.
it had been a week staying here.
i really had a lot of fun the past week.
at shang hai, i knew new friends and hang out with them were fun.
but that time past by so fast.
we realize 4 weeks is not enough for us when the programm end.
i really do miss everyone that i knew from shang hai.
the family that we had in shang hai.
it was a memorable experience for me.
i LOVE SHANG HAI =D

now at malaysia.
i had alot of fun.
thx toto for bring me there and here.
i hope that we will have more fun for the rest of 2 weeks.
but clubbing in malaysia is pretty fun.
i will update my blog again when i'm free again =D

Summer ♥`

2009-06-28T23:54:00.003-10:00

Summer is here.
but my summer is kinda sucks
i had been working this whole summer
but staying at kauai with my cousins without parents is really fun =D
no one here to control us and nagging us
it will be even better if i'm back home cuz my mom is not home too
i will be home alone with my bro and i guess i can party like crazy and hang out with frnez
most of my frens are not at hawaii.so it's kinda boring too =`(
staying at kauai is even boring bcuz i can't do anything plus kauai is like a small island which there is nothing that u can do here.
so i don't really like it =`(
it's just that hang out with my cousin is fun bcuz he just came back from NY for summer.so i din c him for a long time.
the two of my cousin is really smart maan`
he is from NY, Columbia University and the other cousin which is same age as me is going to UCLA,University of California(what a smart-ass)
i hope that i'm that smart like them too =`(
*Sigh* i can only go to KCC (how sad is this?!?!)
but UH Hilo accept me.i don't think i will go to that school
even thougth i want to go away for college so badly but i guess i will miss my mummy and home too much.
plus i can't cook and i can't wash clothes.(my cosuin was teasing me that i will lose wieght and my clothes will smell stink when i got back) =`(
so i will stay here at KCC for maybe 2 yrs then transfer to other school
in this 2 yrs i have to think what i want to major in and what i want to be.
when school start nxt sem,i need to concentrate my study and study harder.
bcuz college is not as easy as i think.
I NID TO STUDY HARDER =*)

Finally ♥`

2009-05-31T21:52:00.004-10:00

yo~fanlly i'm here to blog again
i'm FINALLY DONE with all my project and school works
so 3 more days of school then i will said be forever out of high school
i'm so excited for the graduarion
once in the life time man`
i turn in my portfolio on time but video kinda late.lol
i got a "B" for my portfolio.
i'm so proud of myself, seriously =D
first time in my life worte that ,much pages of essay
i guess after this portfolio,nothing will be IMPOSSIBLE for me
hahaha~
i'm so HAPPY that i made it =D

so after all this project done
will start my college life in 3 months
i will be in a totally new enviroment and hang with strangers which i donoe
so it will be so akward for me
but i'll be fine after all,i guess
so let's experience college life together.
my fren in malayisa,i really miss u guys
i hope that u guys r here when i graduate and we all are together
but sadly, that won't happen

the produest things that i did is the COOKING COMPETITION
hahahaha~i cooked three coures =D

Appertizer

Dessert =D

Entree

so happy that i cooked all those

so now,all the project is finish

no more STRESS

i'm so happi =D

3 more days of school

i'm so waitting for it

but tomorrow, i nid people to sign my year book

my senior year, i have a really good memory

i won't forget all the experience that i went through wif my fren

no matter those are sad or hapi.

OMG` ♠

2009-05-18T23:13:00.000-10:00

OMG~
it's now 12.00p.m
i'm still up.
the reason that i'm still up is bcuz i nid to finish my protfolio. (HOW SAD IS THAT???)
seriously,i don't even know if i can make it or not.
i still have 21 more pages to go
wat if i can't make it?
i want to graduate mannn`
but big big*SIGH*

tomorrow sitll have a final,but i din even study yet
shit~
this is really a big disaster for me.
what else i can do right now?
argh,GOD.Please help me. (feel like dying right now)
i need COFFEE to keep myself awake`
god damn it~

so for now,i really need to be AWAKE
OMG`
argh,no matter how hard this is.i will MAKE IT!!!
DO NOT GIVE UP YEEYENG LIM!!!!
U CAN DO IT =D

Life is hrad =*(

2009-05-17T00:44:00.000-10:00

*SIGH*
my life sucks ==
seriously,i whish that i will sitll have more time to finish all my work.
I'M REALLY STRESS OUT right now
being a SENIOR is fun but it's also hard
right now,i'm all blank.
i was trying to do my video legacy project just now,but i found out that all my video got cut.
i cannnot transfer it into the hard disk.
i donoe wat's the problem,so i din get to start on that
the video was suppose to due last week wednesday.but i was procrasinate and wait till last minute.

without the video,i will not be graduating(shit~)
it's really sucks that i stay here for 3 yrs to study and not graduating.
i'm also wasting my parent's money n time if i'm not graduating.
it really sucks.
now feel like a stupid-asss
donoe wat i can do.all the project due nxt week.
but nothing is done.
damn~this is so stupid.

it's all bcuz of me.
i'm the one who take things slowly.
but haiz,i seriously nid to die right now
donoe wat to do.and staying right in front of the computer doing nothing.
everytime when i want to satrt,my mind is all blank.
no idea in my mind and i can't write anything.

seriously,feel like crying right now
i really want to graduate
i don't want to dissapoint my parents
i don't want to waste more time too
*Sigh.this is really hard.
i can lie to the whole world,but NOT MYSELF ==
how am i gonna get through all this now????????????????

In School ♥

2009-05-14T10:23:00.000-10:00

I'm in school right now.
seriously school SUCK-ASS~
i hate school,but no choice.i have to cum everyday.
but there are like 14 more days till i get out of school.CAN'T WAIT for it

yesterday was not my day,mannnnn~
it reli sucks~
during Japanese class my phone go taken away from the teacher.
but the teacher din said anything after and give it back to me.
so after Japanese class, i have to stay for retake my grammar final.
so i tell my fren to grab my lunch for me.but the worst thing happen is that my ID got taken away and they want me to see to Vice Principle to get my ID back.SHIT~
it was stupid.i was really pissed that time.

after i went to see the VP, he talk to me and start his bible talking to us.
but luckly that i don't nid to do detention for that.but my fren nid to do detention for that.
seriously, it was reli DUMB~
wat a stupid school.
seriously,i can't wait to get out of this stupid school.

OMG,i'm all stress out this past week and this week too.
first, it was prom.i have to get ready for prom and stuff.
second, is all my school work
third, is i'm not going back this summer.(How sad it that?!)
but my school work is reli stressing me out.
i have to write 30 pages of essay for my senior protfolio, make a video for a club, write a page of essay for a book and finish up all my math HW
those shits kills me~
but it's all my fault for Procrastinate
yea,i know i'm lazy~but it's true that i'm getting LAZy nowdays

YEEYENG, u have to satrt to work your ASS now ==
stop Procrastinate and wait till last minute.
it's reli stress that i wait till last minute to finish my work.
OMG~
being a senior is fun but is not that easy
BTW,i'm so waitting for GRADUATION DAY and PROJECT GRAD
it will be reli fun.i will be going out the whole nite for graduation nite =)

so summer is comming.
but i'm not going back.
i will go to kaui to help out my aunt and hang around with my cousin that comming back from NY.
anyways,my fren from NY is comming back to Hawaii too.(Miss her alots)
so i will be hanging with frens this summer be4 i start my college life
but i will be also going to ShanHai for a Confirmation.and i will be at China for 3 weeks.
hope it will be FUN~

my fren in Malaysia,
u guys will start school soon.
wish you all gud luck and all the best.
i relly miss u guys so much.
but is ok,time pass by fast.so i will be back nxt year and we will party like crazy again =)
so don't worry about your fren here.I'M ALLRIGHTY =)

KHS Senior Prom'09 Update

2009-05-10T15:10:00.000-10:00

Hey everyone~

i'm back from prom.

it was relly fun and the hotel party was crazy

everyone was dancing getting all nuts and crazy

the DJ was so good.

so let's start my day of prom =D

friday, 5/8/2009.

i woke up at 10 sumthing,gettiing all exciting.

so when i woke up,pack my stuff for sleeping over.

after i'm done with it,shower and ate brunch.

after my brunch,went to cookie's house for make-up and hair

when i got to her house, ying,shulai and sanji is thr.

they was fooling around.after they leave we start to make-up

it took us almost 4 hrs to make-up and hair.

thx cookie for make-up and mine for hair =D

so after i'm done everything,went home to change.

yeong got to my house at like 5.

when we got up to freeway,there was traffic.lucky that we got there in time.

other gang of my fren was drinking in the limo when they getting to prom.

so when they got to prom,they was kinda drunk.

they got all high and it was relly funny

the prom start at 7.00

we start eating,seriously,the food SUCKS-ASS

i hate the food there.but the dessert was good.

after the dinner,we went to take picture and after the dancing start

everyone got to the dance floor and start the dance.

the DJ was good mannnnn.those song was really good.

so the dancing end at 10.00.

but we stay thr a little for picture taking and chilling.

we took a lots of pics, but i neeed to get it from my frens.

the limo take us back to town.our hotel is in waikiki, Hilton.

the hotel was damn pretty

so when we got to the hotel,everyone was tired like hell.

no one was in party mood.so after everyone change, they got tired

after mike went home to change and get the "DRINK" to hotel,everyone start to have party mood again.

the party was great.but i din drink alot.i drank like 5 shots and start to got high.

but some of them was drunk like hell and throw up,ewwww~

the next day we checked out at 10.

the room was messy and dirty.

but we safely check out and got home =D

it was the most fun nite that i had.

it's also a good way to remember my senior year.

it was a great my first and last prom.

i had alot of fun.

but now,i'm lasy to type.==

so let's let the pics to do the talking. =D

View from hotel ♥

There were two people under the pillow ♥

lol,he doesn't know wat's happening ♥

OMG,the two guys ♥

Sanji ♥

two of them again ♥

us 3 ♥

he is DRUNK ♥

Handsome Lyman and Cute Mike ♥

Everyone is tired after prom ♥

Handsome Ying ♥

he was too tired ♥

i got a big hug ♥

The gurlz,i look fugly. ♥

Cla and me ♥

Cookie, Me and Vanessa ♥

Vanessa and me ♥

The Kaimuki's.Mike,Ying,Sanji,me and Cookie ♥

The Center piece of the tabel ♥

YeeYeng ♥

Stupid face,Ha and Yee ♥

watsupppp,huy♥

ha and me ♥

My back and my hair♥

Me♥

Yee and Me ♥

Me again ♥

My favorite teacher and the student ♥

Prom ♠

2009-05-09T19:26:00.000-10:00

hey,everyone~
Prom is reli fun.going to update soon.nid more pics and stuff first.
so stay tune for my updat for PROM =D

Random

2009-05-02T21:36:00.000-10:00

i'm here in blogspot.first time using blogspot.donoe wat to blog now.fell like blogging but donoe wat to said ==

this weekend is super bored =(

yesterday went out with friends becuz my fren nid to pick up her prom dress.after pick up the dress,went AlaMona bcuz the boyz nid to rent tux for porm too

OMG,at first the guy told us almost all the tux is out bucz all the school is hving prom and our prom is nxt week.so it's kinda rush for them to get their tux. but lucky that they can find the tux for those boyz.after they finish renting the tux,walking around AlaMona checking belt for the boyz.

but the girls is hungry so we went food court to have our dinner.i din eat alot bcuz i told mummy that i'm going home for dinner.so after dinner,went to wall-mart to buy something.and after wall-mart,went to Don Qiote to buy fake eye lashes for prom.it will be my first time putting fake eye lashes on =)

boyz were all fooling around at Don Qoite.they were vry funny and stupid ==

all of us were tired of walking.so Sanji decided to go home but the girls and boyz want to continue the nite with "mahjong".

but everyone doesn't want Sanji to leave,especially HIM ==

at last,sanji still went home.so after went home for dinner,went back out to Ji's house for "mahjong"

at Ji's house we were wacthing "美女厨房",it was reli funny.i luv that show so much. went home at 12 sumthing.

Ying was a gentlemen bcuz he acc us to go home.Thx Ying =)

it was reli fun hang out with my high school fren.hope that we will still be tis close after we graduate.anways,grdaution in on JUNE 6.so 1 more month to go =) i'm so waitting for GRADUATION. My PROM DRESS =)

something is going to happen real soon.PROM is this friday babe~after prom we going to HOTEL PARTY~ OH YEAH~ so waitting for PROM.i will take lotzz of pics tat nite. =)

but now,i have to go sleep.daddy is on skype and rushing me to sleep.so i have to be a good girl and go sleep now.

nitez eveyrone =)

My World ♠

Miss ♥

Life that means alot to me!

Is summer again! Malaysia 2010

Is summer again! Malaysia 2010

Malaysia ♥`

Summer ♥`

Finally ♥`

OMG` ♠

Life is hrad =*(

In School ♥

KHS Senior Prom'09 *Update*

Prom ♠

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KHS Senior Prom'09 Update